On Friday we had our 3rd OB appointment. It was quite routine. Nothing special, except, we got to hear baby's heartbeat again! This time I didn't laugh. Well, not until the end :) She was right top of the heart so it sounded like a trotting horse...
We scheduled our next u/s for July 22nd. I'll be half way done by then! WHAT?!??!
In all this excitement I learned, yesterday, that my job is being terminated because of major budget cuts. I will be jobless sometime in August. At this point I am the only one at work, besides boss woman, who knows about this. It's terribly awkward to talk about the future with my co-workers when I know there is no future here. I called Scott after I was told crying! He was calm. He said this could a good thing...I have been looking for a new job for months! Maybe even a year or more. So, I have decided to let God handle this one...He is the only one who knows what will happen.
Right now all I can really focus on is the awful timing! Pregnant and jobless is not ideal. I'm worried about finding another job and if I do will they allow me 3 months maternity leave...doubtful. So. This being what it is...I will make this into an opportunity, not a loss.
Scott's right, this is a good thing.
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