Word Vomit

i have been such a failure lately! At blogging and life. Constant exhaustion has set in again. TIRED all the time makes for some pretty hearty procrastination.

in other updates. i had an interview yesterday. i was surprised to even get an interview so, i feel lucky simply to have that opportunity. i feel it went well. But, no one really knows until one gets the job offer. i hope to hear about it this week sometime.

i have one wedding and one engagement yet to edit. oops.

next week scott and i have made plans to travel to the north shore. spend one night in grand marais and drive and drive. im really looking forward to it. The goal is to have all the editing done before we head out.....i want nothing to think about while up there with scott.

the baby is perfect (in moms (ME) opinion). He moves like a crazy person. im pretty sure he'll either be a soccer player or a clogger. his room hasn't gone through any more changes other than a growing closet. i still have yet to decide on curtains and where and what to frame.

this past monday was my last zumba class. sad, but it was time. I dont have a sub so my students are dealing with a post-pone. they'll survive, somehow.

scott and i are doing great. our marriage is strong and happy. i love to be with him and miss him terribly when he's gone. this is all new to me. i feel like a newly wed almost. most be the baby/pregnancy.

this morning i was up so i got out of bed with scott. rare thing. i also completed sewing 9 winter stocking caps that will be given to the homeless or other deserving man. originally there were to be hand sewn, but come on, why milk the cow when you can buy a gallon....i used the sewing machine if you didnt understand.

october 1st is this friday which means i have only 2 more months before labor and delivery. and we all know how fast 2 months can fly! nerves are starting to set in. the child birth classes are the cause of my nervous feelings. the videos and discussion have me thinking i dont want an epidural....i do understand the pain but i dont want to be on my back the last half of labor, not able to move around and i really dont want to be cathed!
most likely what will happen is ill feel one real contraction and beg for drugs.

no more words.